Mashenka ❤️ and Dear All ❤️ Thank you 🙏❤️ It was incredible, I have never had such experience of Vipassana before) I meditated with my Beautiful Buddy on the train🚆, on a bench in the park (here I was reminded of Edharkt Tolle😇), the first Addithana was here👆 and there was not a Soul around. I was saying when there were attempts to enter my space “Barriers down” and people magically disappeared🙏 Body still hurts, I'm watching) I don't want to leave the Noble Silence, external noises feel somehow distant. During meditations a question came - when is the next Vipassana? 😁 And there was also a request for Masha ❤️ to tell what other insights, knowledge came in Ayauvaska😇 and quite magically it happened🙏😊❤️ Thank you🙏❤️

Thank you Maria and everyone for this wonderful opportunity to be with myself in silence ❤️ This is my first vipassana experience. It was a bit difficult for me, my mind did not want to settle. I wanted to learn how to meditate for a long time, because in my previous attempts I either ran away into my thoughts or slept 😄 and now I learned about this practice and decided that in 2 days it should definitely work 🤣 my perfectionism was sabotaging “where are you going, you don't know how to do it. ...", but I decided for the first time in my life to let myself do at least something, on a three 😁 But it turned out much better than I expected💫💫💫💫🔥🔥🔥🔥 it's a buzz, I want more. Will definitely be joining in May for sure. Special thanks to my buddy @hannashtef such a beauty😍 it was nice to meditate in her company. It's very disciplining💯

This is my 4th vipassana. It was supposed to work this weekend, but miraculously the weekend shifted and I realized I was getting into vipassana. The task is simple and challenging - to look at thoughts, to unload my head.
I remembered my father-in-law's words from a few days before his death. He was in the hospital and was sometimes sharp-tongued with his sisters. His words: that's not me...I'm different! ...something to realize.
I also saw a continuation from last vipassana. Last time I saw a picture that I am a soldier/guard under a noble man in another age, probably China... this time again the same young man, I am in his body, a man is talking to me, I realize it's dad. I intuitively understand what he is saying about duty/responsibility/honor... I don't feel any resistance in myself, on the contrary, I realize that this is my destiny. I think I was this young man in a past life, but I don't quite understand the meaning of what I'm seeing yet. Saturday after the addithana meditation I was knocked out. Couldn't do anything, slept through the whole lecture. It seemed to me that this time there was more walking. I thank Masha for such an awesome opportunity to clear my head and thank all our divine field. It was very powerful 🥰🤗❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏

Thank you, Mashenka, thank you my buddy @Anastasia_acces Nastya, thank you all and our wonderful field 🙏 This is my fifth vipassana. It was easy and comfortable (even though it was a day without sleep), because silence has become the basis of my life. I just watched and listened to the information that came. This is a new relationship between man and woman in respect, acceptance and unconditional love, recognition of God in man and Goddess in woman. There was also a lot of information about the body, rejuvenation and renewal of all systems. Every cell was happy and opened✨

Mashenka, I thank you for these two and a half days of diving inside myself
I just recently came back from 10 days of vipassana and it was so interesting so much was said in the field about offline vipassana, but I decided to go through these two days to be more strengthened in my results. For me vipassana was easy, but on the second day my mind started to say nothing, we have been silent for 10 days, why do you need it and I started to eat a lot at the end of vipassana, although the first day I was without food and water and here too about the balance for me where it is worth to look, also if on the 10-day vipassana I realized the value of life, then on vipassana with you Mash I realized the value of death, that it is not scary to die, this fear as a barrier became as if transparent.
Thank you to my buddy @lina_el369 ❤️ with whom we are already going through the second vipassana together 🙏 Hugs to everyone and Thank you ❤️ Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you ❤️

Meanwhile, my third vipassana online with the marvelous @marialaav and in a beautiful community. 🌞When I was still in the first practice I looked at the sky, the nature around me, I had an epiphany: Is it possible to live like this?! Can we just live?! Since then it has become my daily tool and way of life. The practice of silence for me is not only about calming the mind, it is about returning to myself, about being real, about dissociating with what we are not. Answers and solutions come by themselves, although it is not an end in itself. Each time I go deeper and deeper. This time there were processes on connecting with the male aspect, healing, clearing with Unconditional Gratitude. And also the opening of the heart to Unconditional love, powerful, the body let everything through, lived. That's how I heard “Heart Replacement,” “Spiritual Heart.”

Thank you Marie for the special field at this Vipassana💜 it was joyful, filled with gratitude and love. This is my 3rd vipassana.
What I take with me:
1. So why has it been so long since I've done vipassana? I feel like this is my path of development. I cried at the 5th lecture when they talked about the need to continue on this path. About how vipassana is not just for getting rid of migraines. So I will try to set aside an hour for meditation every day.
2. Of course I saw all the nonsense and negativity that is constantly playing in my head, and it takes up most of my life
3. Confirmed that my source is unconditional love
Thank you so much for this experience💜💜💜💜

This is the first Vipassana on which all the stars “aligned”))) I've been wanting to do some serious practice for a long time, but somehow the conditions didn't work out. And here it was as if everything was prepared for me))) so interesting). Vipassana went on one breath, light meals were given calmly, meditation with buddies is a very powerful immersion, your practices - gave a good mood.

My insights) It turns out that stopping the mind is not so difficult, you just take it and stop it))))) And together with it you stop your suffering! In meditation there was a very strong immersion “in yourself”, at some point, meditating with Buddy, it felt like breathing with Lenochka became one for two....

Vipassana, it was magical!!!
Insights, what I felt with my body:
✅ time stretched (I not only had time to do Vipassana, I had time to do things around the house that I couldn't get my hands on before, and all this in lightness and love), whether it was Vipassana or a competent daily regimen, and it was magical, as if the practice as a native fit into my life and how much can be done in 30 minutes)))
✅ during the practices there were different sensations, without evaluations, I want to share one bright one, as soon as you merge with the breath, completely dissolve with it, I very clearly feel the beating of the heart, not as usual, but as a big vibration of waves, these waves spread throughout the body and beyond the body, and from them the body shook, these sensations were brighter and brighter with each practice))))
✅ the focus of attention shifted
from external, to internal, to sensations, to the phrase - not life goes on and you practice from case to case, but you are in practice all the time and life happens to you, matrix)))) The infinity of practice!!!
✅ I didn't speak for 2 days, but it felt like I was communicating with my loved ones all the time, everyone, especially children understood me with half a gesture and half a look, you don't have to speak to be understood.
✅ I want to eat live food, during practice I chewed raw food and felt the body, while we are in winter, except for raw food the body wants baked food and hot tea, but it is a huge difference from those sensations when I threw everything at hand, thinking that I was hungry, but it told me not about food at all (I traced a clear independence (minimal dependence of the body in food as a source of energy), that I was hungry, just to drown out and not hear the voice of the body, but it was telling me not about food at all (I traced a clear independence (minimal dependence) of the body in food as a source of energy, food became a pleasure, not a greedy need and attachment).
✅ self-reflection has been reduced from a day to a few minutes (if before (a year or six months ago) I could boil in stradassana for days, come back again and again, savor it, now a few minutes are enough for me to catch this state and get out of it with the help of breathing).
how wise my husband was, when earlier on all my reproaches and scandals, was silent and breathing, on all the questions of others said we're fine, we'll figure it out ourselves)))) and now it's like he's in my place, and I'm in his, and it's now an awesome experience, it's so bright!!!! I wanted brightness, everything comes true))))

Masha, hello again! Vipasana has made a fortune. I'm very grateful to you ❤️
For the first time in 20 years, I stopped rushing. Anything that doesn't come together doesn't matter. If a task is stressful, I don't do it at all. The rush is off. I drink tea slowly, my reactions to everything are smooth. I'm guided by a feeling. And that's so cool. My man actually said I was
“smiling, happy, serene. And there's a lot of energy. But it's stable, no fluctuations. It's an amazing feeling that everything around me is me and everything in me and there are no boundaries. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Masha, hi! It's like I was born again!
I had the surgery. I've been home for a week. The histology came back. I beat her 💪 The tumor is completely destroyed! No more chemo! ❤️ Hooray, my darling!!! Mashenka, I'm happy as a baby, I hugged all the doctors there! I'm sending you hugs and hello! and my hair is actively growing everywhere ❤️